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Chapter 7 - The Secret Behind the Perfect MarriageThree weeks after the wedding, the home inspection was completed.

The Lawsons still wanted the house.

Closing was scheduled for October 23.

Trevor and Alyssa had thirty-seven days to relocate.

For the first two weeks, I heard almost nothing from them.

Then Alyssa called.

At midnight.

I nearly ignored it.

Something made me answer.

"Claire?"

She was crying.

Not wedding-day angry crying.

This sounded different.

"What happened?"

"Trevor left."

I sat up.

"What do you mean left?"

"We had a fight."

"Where is he?"

"I don't know."

"Did you call Mom?"

"No."

"Why are you calling me?"

Long pause.

"Because the fight was about you."

Of course it was.

I got dressed and drove to Hawthorne Ridge.

The decorations were gone.

Without flowers and guests, the house looked ordinary again.

Alyssa opened the door wearing leggings and an oversized sweatshirt.

I'd never seen her look so young.

Or exhausted.

We sat in the kitchen.

The same kitchen I had renovated eleven months earlier after Trevor complained that the old cabinets were dated.

Alyssa stared into a cup of tea.

"I found his credit cards."

My stomach tightened.

"What credit cards?"

"Six."

"How much?"

She swallowed.

"Forty-eight thousand."

I said nothing.

"I thought we had fifteen."

Apparently Trevor had hidden the rest.

There was more.

He owed money on the BMW.

He owed money from his previous business.

He'd borrowed $20,000 from a friend.

And, worst of all, he'd told Alyssa before the wedding that I was eventually transferring Hawthorne Ridge into his name.

I closed my eyes.

"He told you that?"

"He said you bought it because Dad's estate was unfairly divided."

There it was again.

The imaginary inheritance.

"He said you felt guilty."

"Alyssa, there was no estate."

Her face fell.

"What?"

"Our father died with a modest life-insurance policy that mostly helped Mom pay the mortgage and bills. I received nothing."

She stared.

"Trevor said you inherited almost two hundred thousand dollars."

"No."

"He said that's how you started your company."

"I started my company from a rented desk with $11,400 of credit-card debt."

Alyssa began crying again.

"I'm so stupid."

"No."

"Don't be nice to me."

"I'm not being nice. I'm being accurate."

She wiped her face.

"I believed everything."

"Why wouldn't you? He was your fiancé."

"He told me you looked down on us."

"I know."

"He said you refused to attend the engagement party."

"I was never invited."

Her hand covered her mouth.

"He said you hated me before we met."

"I didn't know you existed until you two had been dating four months."

Each truth landed like a stone.

Finally she whispered, "Why didn't you tell me?"

"I barely knew you. And every time we were together, you acted like you'd already decided who I was."

She nodded.

"Because Trevor told me."

I leaned back.

Maybe our conflict had never actually been between Alyssa and me.

Trevor had constructed two versions of reality.

To me, Alyssa was controlling and elitist.

To Alyssa, I was judgmental and resentful.

He positioned himself in the middle.

Protected.

Needed.

Innocent.

Exactly the role he'd played since childhood.

"Where did Trevor go?"

"I told him I wanted to see every account and every debt. He said I was taking your side."

"That's not a side."

"I know."

She cried quietly.

Then she said, "I owe you an apology."

I waited.

"I excluded you because I thought you were waiting for us to fail."

I didn't rescue her from the discomfort.

She needed to say it.

"I made jokes about you. I told people you were cold. And when Trevor suggested telling my relatives he was an only child..." She looked down. "I didn't stop him."

"Why?"

"Because it was easier."

Exactly.

She continued.

"My parents thought Trevor owned this house. I liked how impressed they were."

There was honesty in that.

Ugly honesty.

But honesty.

"I wanted them to think I'd chosen someone successful."

"Did they pressure you?"

"My father doesn't mean to, but... yes. My sister married a cardiologist. My brother runs part of Dad's business. I always felt like the family screwup."

Interesting.

Trevor and Alyssa had found each other partly because they shared the same insecurity.

Both wanted to appear more successful than they felt.

The house became their costume.

"So you both lied," I said.

She nodded.

"Yes."

There was no excuse attached.

For the first time, I respected her.

Not because she had behaved well.

She hadn't.

Because she finally owned it.

I stayed until nearly two.

Trevor eventually texted her.

He was at Mom's.

Safe.

When I stood to leave, Alyssa said, "The buyers can have the house."

"They're going to."

"I mean... I won't fight it."

"Thank you."

She laughed bitterly.

"I can't believe I'm thanking you for not letting us keep something that was never ours."

At the doorway she stopped me.

"Claire?"

"Yes?"

"I think Trevor needs help."

"He does."

"Will you help him?"

That question had once had only one answer.

Now it depended on the definition.

"I'll support him."

She waited.

"I won't rescue him."

Alyssa nodded.

"Maybe that's the help he needs."

The next morning, Trevor called.

"I'm assuming she told you everything."

"Yes."

He exhaled.

"Are you going to lecture me?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"Because you're already thirty-one. If you haven't figured out lying about forty-eight thousand dollars of debt is a problem, my lecture won't save you."

He was quiet.

Then he said, "I think my marriage is over."

"It might be."

"I've been married three weeks."

"Time doesn't repair dishonesty."

"What do I do?"

For years, that question would have triggered me instantly.

I'd make spreadsheets.

Find solutions.

Call attorneys.

Pay creditors.

Fix everything.

Instead I said, "Tell the truth."

"About what?"

"Everything."

"That's going to make things worse."

"Temporarily."

"And then?"

"I don't know."

He sounded frustrated.

"You're supposed to know."

There it was.

I smiled sadly.

"No, Trevor."

May you like

"What?"

"I'm really not."

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