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Chapter 6 - WHERE MY EMBRYOS WENTI was in labor for fourteen hours.

And for fourteen hours, one sentence lived inside my head.

Ask Andrew what happened to your embryos.

Dr. Hale wanted me focused on the twins.

I tried.

God knows I tried.

But between contractions, between nurses checking monitors, between steroid injections and whispered conversations about premature lungs, I kept thinking about the four embryos Hawthorne had told me were mine.

Two had supposedly failed genetic screening.

Two had supposedly been transferred.

Except they hadn’t.

So where were they?

At 4:08 p.m., Noah Bennett entered the world screaming.

Three pounds, fourteen ounces.

Seven minutes later, Grace arrived.

Three pounds, nine ounces.

She didn’t scream.

I stopped breathing.

Doctors carried her to a warmer.

A team surrounded her.

“Why isn’t she crying?”

Nobody answered.

“Why isn’t she crying?”

A nurse held my shoulders because I was trying to sit up.

Then I heard it.

One tiny angry sound.

Grace.

I sobbed.

They showed her to me for four seconds before taking her to the NICU.

Four seconds.

She had Andrew’s chin.

Vanessa’s dark hair.

My heart.

I know biology doesn’t work that way.

I don’t care.

Noah was taken next.

Then the room emptied.

After months of carrying two human beings, I was suddenly alone inside my own body.

The silence felt enormous.

Emily stayed beside me.

Simone arrived later with news.

Vanessa had used an old contractor credential belonging to a former Hawthorne nurse to enter the hospital through an employee garage.

Security detained her before she reached the maternity unit.

Police arrested her for violating the protective order.

But I cared about only one thing.

“My embryos.”

Simone’s expression changed.

“We’re investigating.”

“Find them.”

“We will.”

“Not eventually.”

“Claire—”

“Find them.”

The answer came from Priya.

She remembered four embryos created from my eggs and Andrew’s sperm.

Two had indeed shown genetic abnormalities incompatible with transfer.

But two were healthy.

They had been cryopreserved.

“What happened to them?”

Priya didn’t know.

The storage logs had been altered.

One entry showed destruction.

Another showed transfer between tanks.

No signed authorization existed.

Detective Ortiz brought Andrew in for additional questioning.

This time, prosecutors offered no deals.

They simply showed him the altered records and waited.

Andrew talked.

He had ordered the embryos moved.

“Where?”

A private cryogenic storage facility in New Jersey.

My breath stopped when Simone told me.

“They’re alive?”

“Embryos aren’t ‘alive’ in the same way a born child is, but yes—the storage facility confirmed two preserved embryos matching the identification numbers.”

I closed my eyes.

They existed.

My genetic embryos.

Mine and Andrew’s.

The revelation should have comforted me.

Instead, it created an entirely new grief.

I had Noah and Grace in the NICU.

Children I already loved with an animal intensity.

And somewhere in a frozen tank were two embryos created from my eggs.

Possibilities.

Not replacements.

Not children I had met.

But part of the future I had believed I was carrying.

Why had Andrew hidden them?

Because he wanted options.

That was his answer.

Options.

If his relationship with Vanessa failed, he could return to me and perhaps use our embryos later.

When Simone repeated that explanation, I stared at her.

“He stored human futures like backup files.”

She said nothing.

I laughed once.

Then I cried.

The criminal case expanded rapidly.

Forgery.

Medical fraud.

Conspiracy.

Evidence tampering.

Financial crimes.

Possible offenses relating to unauthorized medical procedures.

Vanessa faced charges connected to the staircase incident and violating the protective order.

The exact charges would depend on prosecutors and evidence.

For once, I stopped needing to know every legal detail.

I had two premature babies.

That became my world.

Noah spent nine days on respiratory support.

Grace spent twelve.

I sat beside their incubators for hours.

The NICU was fluorescent lights, alarms, hand sanitizer, whispered prayers, and parents pretending not to look at one another’s faces because everyone there understood fear too intimately.

I placed one finger through the opening of Grace’s incubator.

Her hand closed around it.

Tiny.

Fragile.

Impossible.

A nurse smiled.

“She knows you.”

I cried so hard my mask became wet.

On day six, Vanessa petitioned through her attorney for access to the babies.

The request was denied pending further proceedings.

Her legal team released another statement.

I refused to read it.

On day eight, Andrew asked to see them.

I refused.

Then I reconsidered.

Not because he deserved comfort.

Because someday Noah and Grace might ask whether their biological father saw them as newborns.

I did not want my anger making every choice.

So I agreed to one supervised visit.

I watched through glass.

Andrew entered the NICU in a gown and mask.

He stopped beside Noah’s incubator.

His shoulders shook.

Then he walked to Grace.

He put his hand against the clear plastic wall.

I had seen Andrew cry twice before.

After my first miscarriage.

And during our wedding vows.

This was different.

This looked like collapse.

For one dangerous second, I pitied him.

Then he saw me through the glass.

He walked toward the door.

The security officer stopped him.

I remained where I was.

Andrew touched his chest.

Then pointed toward me.

His lips formed two words.

I’m sorry.

I nodded once.

Not forgiveness.

Acknowledgment.

That was all.

At night, I started writing letters to the twins.

Not social-media posts.

Not legal documents.

Letters.

Dear Noah,

You scared me today because your oxygen dropped for twelve seconds. The nurse told me twelve seconds can feel longer to parents than to babies. She was right.

Dear Grace,

You have already developed a habit of kicking whenever someone adjusts your blanket. Apparently you hated blankets inside me too.

I wrote about everything.

Including Vanessa.

I wanted them to know that whatever happened later, I never intended to erase where they came from.

Then something unexpected happened.

Vanessa wrote me a letter from jail.

I almost refused it.

Simone read it first.

Then she handed it to me.

Claire,

I know you hate me.

You should.

I pushed you.

I told myself I only meant to stop you from grabbing the records. That doesn’t matter. You fell because of me.

But Andrew lied to me too.

He told me you knew about the embryos.

My hands froze.

I kept reading.

He told me you had agreed because your own embryos were not viable. He said you didn’t want anyone else to know because you were ashamed. By the time I understood you truly didn’t know, you were already pregnant.

I should have told you.

I didn’t because I wanted them.

That is the truth.

I wanted my children, and I was willing to let you live inside a lie so I could have them later.

There is no excuse.

Vanessa

I didn’t know whether to believe her.

Then came the final paragraph.

There’s one thing Andrew hasn’t told anyone.

He didn’t originally plan to take the babies from you.

He planned to leave me.

The plan changed after I threatened to expose Hawthorne.

Ask him about March 18.

March 18.

I remembered that date.

It was the day Andrew brought home roses.

The day he knelt beside my chair, placed both hands over my stomach, and said, “This is everything I ever wanted.”

May you like

Maybe, for one night, he had meant it.

And somehow that made everything worse.

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